二人同行

用期待加上宽容
在加无止境乐观和等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么
我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容
爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我被挡在未来的入口
爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦的震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成
我一个 默默后承受
我想过很多以后 幻
想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风带我升空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落
爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我被挡在未来的入口
爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦的震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成
我一个 默默后承受
爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我被挡在未来的入口
爱你不重
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成
我一个 默默后承受

drink drank drunk

since when i love to be drunk?
since when i love to go pub instead of cafe?
problem existed, people usually choose to escape, we choose to get drunk instead of solving the problem, but when we are sober, the problem is still there, isn't it?
not to deny that getting drunk is a way to release tension, release stress, release unhappiness and everything that you are not satisfied with..
drunk is for those drunkards to seek for a short-term happiness, being easy and relax.
sometimes it is a way to express feelings, sharing can be done easily when people is drunk..i am so happy that my friends always be with me when i m down,upset or maybe lost, they gave me consultation, they gave me suggestion, we shared experiences and opinions. i love you my fellow friends <3

心痛..

曾经的我，是多么的相信你，
但是事实永远是残酷的，
是你让我学会相信，也是你让我知道什么是虚伪，
你的诚实，很虚伪，
你的假惺惺，你给的假希望，让我很失望，
一次一次找理由安慰自己，
只觉得自己很傻，为了你，我几乎放弃所有，
你的背叛，我很心痛，
曾经，你为了这件事责骂我，我感到内疚，
今天才发现，原来你也是一样，你根本没有资格说我，
我感谢上天，给我机会，让我看穿你，
我心痛，我失望，
但是我也很记仇，
你不仁我不义，
你既然做的出，就要敢当，
我很伤心，很失望，
今天我流的泪，你会十赔奉还！
相信我，
我会让你死得不明不白！

IT

its hard and difficult, one down and another one up, how long i gonna get rid of all these, how long still i can reach the destination..i wondering...
i always thought it does not matter, but its actually mattered,
in life, in everywhere...
i need more power and i need support..to fight for it.
but please dont blame me if i give up one day, i dint meant it, i thought i m strong and tough enough to face all these, but actually i m not..i m weak..so weak...

Munakata Japanese Buffet + Caffeinees

we planned to go Munakata japanese buffet for so long,
yeah,we always planned. but never take action,
luckily we have Elles to be a good organizer, we executed the plan eventually...

thought we can have at least 9 persons going for the buffet dinner, but Scott and his pretty princess couldnt make it..so throw us airplane in the end..and left with 7 of us..

yeah..we are here!

Elles booked the whole restaurant for us, no others, just us! *credit to our organizer -Elles*


my 1st favourite : shashimi salmon...

soft shell crab tempura..


my 2nd favourite Unagi..yumyum..
we had a super long chit-chat session, it was about 5 hours of dining+chitchating, until the worker forced us to leave..Girls talked about job n guys talked about Dota =.='' Dota again!


someone stupid asked us to acted like we saw an UFO, erm..? wht do u think?


after dinner, we took about half an hour standing outside the restaurant and think about a nice place for yumcha..
Elson came out with his idea : Caffeinees..!

here's the place...a well-decorated, wholly white, romantic place..once got out from the car, smell cames 1st, Shisha...aiks..i dun like it...so we decided to sit indoor to avoid for that smell cames out from shisha..and we had another chitchat session, it took about 3 hours, again, girls talked about job, and guys continued with their never-end topics -Dota!=.=''


our outing ended with a electrical dance which performed by George, held right at the entrance of Caffeinees..





looking forward for our next outing, maybe by that time, we all are already employed, and guys becoming the expert of Dota and are the representatives of Malaysia * as they always wished*