time flies, yet i m still like a little girl.
but the reality does not allow me to behave like a girl,
thousand of burden lay on me, and i have to force myself to bear with it.
i m not the always lucky one, but i m still lucky person,
at least i m healthy and i am able to do thing on my own but not relying on others,
although life always tough for me, but i m glad, coz i have my frens and my family,
they all gave me mentally, physically and financially support.
this year, i had done several decisions,
on car , house.
i bought my very 1st car by my own, the car is not expensive, in fact its a local production, and i commited 9 years on it with only RM5k down-payment (which is my hard-earned money,RM1.2k was borrowed from frens). without buying it, i couldn't even go for work.
and here i had my very 1st house, which is forced by my mom to buy it,
the location is not the good one, a bit outskirt and isolated but hope it will be well developed soon, and i believes it gonna takes a very long time..and now i have car loans and property loan, heavy burden all imposed on me,
i m suffocating, yet my little salary seriously cannot afford to pay all the installment.
so i need a makeover on my career, and i m still figuring which field i should go for.
i hope my decision wasn't wrong and wont be wrong.
back to the topic, i should have talk more about my birthday,
this year is fine, frens took me for brithday dinner, lunchie, and a small surprise.
i m glad to have all of you in my life story. thanks for everything, i truly appreciates.
and my birthday wishes are :-
to be rich , to be successful, to be happy , to be healthy, to have you all in my life and to be blessed.
thanks you guys for spending time on me..
all the best in our future and keep the frenship till the end of the world (Probably 21/12/2012 ?)
