loneliness

have you ever walk alone in a rainy day?
have you ever drive alone in a midnight but you have no place to go?
have you ever feel the loneliness but you are actually quite enjoy it?

i did it all today,
today is a rainy day, and i wanted to go for a walk so much,
the whole park was dangerously quiet, and i m the only one people who walking around the park.
i feel the peacefulness, i feel the silence, and i feel the loneliness..
i ain't afraid of loneliness, not at all, instead i m enjoying it..
silence..it helps to refresh my mind...

i went for a joyride alone, i shouldnt call it a ‘joyride', it should be called a 'lonelyride'
i drove the same road over and over again, i have no direction no destination.
while driving alone,
i listening to songs, i sang out loudly,
and then i off the radio, i heard nothing, i was thinking nothing, i feel nothing,
mind blank, heart blank...
i gave my mind and my heart for a rest....

loneliness, everyone does,
every days and nights are so noisy, so packed , so rush, so stress
when loneliness and silence comes, i feel great....
sometimes i feel like to disconnect with the world..
just wan to be alone for awhile.....cease all the thoughts...

i did it tonight...and the last time was few years ago....
although lonely, but i felt great