have you ever walk alone in a rainy day?
have you ever drive alone in a midnight but you have no place to go?
have you ever feel the loneliness but you are actually quite enjoy it?
i did it all today,
today is a rainy day, and i wanted to go for a walk so much,
the whole park was dangerously quiet, and i m the only one people who walking around the park.
i feel the peacefulness, i feel the silence, and i feel the loneliness..
i ain't afraid of loneliness, not at all, instead i m enjoying it..
silence..it helps to refresh my mind...
i went for a joyride alone, i shouldnt call it a ‘joyride', it should be called a 'lonelyride'
i drove the same road over and over again, i have no direction no destination.
while driving alone,
i listening to songs, i sang out loudly,
and then i off the radio, i heard nothing, i was thinking nothing, i feel nothing,
mind blank, heart blank...
i gave my mind and my heart for a rest....
loneliness, everyone does,
every days and nights are so noisy, so packed , so rush, so stress
when loneliness and silence comes, i feel great....
sometimes i feel like to disconnect with the world..
just wan to be alone for awhile.....cease all the thoughts...
i did it tonight...and the last time was few years ago....
although lonely, but i felt great
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Proud to be a M'sian ( Today only )
Malaysia has won the football match today,
defeated Indonesia, everyone was so exciting over the match..
Well..watching football match is not my hobby,
i m ddumb, not really know how to enjoy watching it without placing bet on it...
hahaha..
last time i had once placing bet on FIFA world cup, and i won a cup of Starbuck Coffee from my fren Chlovy Tan, that was my 1st time putting all my attention on the match from the begining to the end...
lets come back to the topic, Malaysia finally won, my friend told me that our national football team is actually doing quite well, of coz not to compare with those famous Europe country..
i didnt watch the match, hmm..but my dad did, before i went out, he told me that the match is started, if Msia won, we might have a holiday..
WOW! i am a little bit mean, what i focus is just the HOliday, hahha.. hoping that the holiday will be declare soon, so i can less one working day...
i think everyone hoping the same thing rite?
everyone is lazy...
KULI are hoping for the holiday, BOSS are worry for the holiday..
i'm KULI! ^^
We WON, Malaysia WON, we WON, Malaysian WAN a holiday! YESSSS!
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Fuck My Life
why am i so fucking pissed off, while the person dont even care about it?
i have been asking myself this for the whole night,
over and over again,
the result generated, simple: coz i m stupid.
why are you have such a big influence to me?
hmmp, i know the reason why...
i used to be alone, i used to be independent,
i used to live my life happily,
i taught people not to take everything seriously,
coz it will eventually suffering yourself..
and i experiencing it..right now...
and from now on, i decided not to let everyone ruin my life again,
again and again, stop torturing me , can you?!
this is my life,
i dont fucking care what people did,
i dont fucking care!
please, i am telling myself, not to care everything!
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Cycling day @ putrajaya
this cycling activity was planned for quite a long time,
we successfully executed it..(finally..)
we sweat, we laugh, we screamed, we talked, we mad, we gave up, during cycling.
we sweat, we laugh, we screamed, we talked, we mad, we gave up, during cycling.
(wow~ early birds can get its worms (directly translated;-)
(guess we are still looks great in the morning, rite?)
and today was my very 1st time to ride a tandem bike,
never thought the feeling is sooooooo damn SCary,
feeling extremely insecure when sitting behind,
i was screaming like hell,
my lady's image was totally spoiled..arghhh!
BUT! I can still handle it very welll...
and, i swear i wont lend a tandem bike again, in the rest of my life!
last but not least, KINDLY look at our rabbit tan hee ling,
she won the award OF ''grestest outfit of the day'' !
she dressed outstandingly for today,
RABBIT CUSTOME!! SO CUTE~
never thought the feeling is sooooooo damn SCary,
feeling extremely insecure when sitting behind,
i was screaming like hell,
my lady's image was totally spoiled..arghhh!
BUT! I can still handle it very welll...
and, i swear i wont lend a tandem bike again, in the rest of my life!
last but not least, KINDLY look at our rabbit tan hee ling,
she won the award OF ''grestest outfit of the day'' !
she dressed outstandingly for today,
RABBIT CUSTOME!! SO CUTE~
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
心思
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