today is just not my day

i used to be very tolerant, i never want to have argument with friends, how often i will argue with friends?
i was trying hard to defend for myself, because i feel myself is not being respected by u,and people think that is unreasonable for me to defend..i wondering why, when the same thing done by others, it is reasonable, when it done by me, it becomes unreasonable...ahahha..what an unfair world...you did angry before right? when people not respect u? why my anger is unreasonable, but yours are reasonable?

things happened must have a reason, did you ever try to figure out why i have to act that way? i wont act that way without a reason rite??? not to be deny that, i did wrong on my part also, i willing to apologize...but please, you have to be understanding also, try stand in ppl's shoes, try stand on other's point of view before come out with your words.. respect others and care about other's feeling...stop being a spoiled kid... no offends k? i m just expressing my feeling as what u usually did..

now only you realized that a simple words can actually harmful and hurts others, haha...try to think, did u done the same thing to others before?? you might say no, coz u never know and we might never tell, or u dont even want to accept it.. people tends to forgiving because they treats u as their love one, maintain the friendship... sometimes u might be joking or whatever, but people wont know, ur face is serious, and ur words are hurtful, what if people take it seriously as u take my words seriously today? does it hurtful?? YES, IT DOES!

i seriously hope you know about it,
to non-stop forgiving is foolish because people would likely just do more of the same as soon as they next had the opportunity, unless the person willing and acknowledge that they have done wrong..
you used to have power over others, comply with you..try think about it, are you allowing others to have power over you? always comply with him/her?
NOT right?! u wont be happy when ppl controls over u, coz we all have our own opinion and own way of doing things! what for u still wan others to comply with you...? try to respect others..be respected, that is essential....

i willing to apologize for i have done to you today, i'm so sorry, but please, try to accept when people critisize on you, accept when you done something wrong, dont push the responsibilites to others, no one is perfect, just be responsible, caring and understanding...
i hope this wont affect our friendship, i wrote this is just to let you know, if u dont feel like to accept it or u think what i said above is totally wrong, then u just ignore this...and behave as usual..

again, no offends k? this is the 1st time i express out my feelings u know??
i m not intend to make thing worse...please stay calm n dont be mad ya.. XD
tomorrow will be a brand new day for me and for u ( you might not read this also)
update ur blog la! make it active