a mask

am i thinking too much? am i jus the way too negative thinking?

everyone seems like wearing a mask

and acting infront of people every single minutes..

i always told myself that should not put so much expectation on everything, which is inclusive of people..because high expectation will always leads to a high disappointment..

that is why i seldom take everything in to heart..

and this is why i get to live my life happily, at least until this moment..

people who seems to treat you nicely, but maybe it is without their sincerity..and might hurts u eventually..

acting and being fake, i not sure what is their objective of pretending..

but for sure it is for their own sake and it would not be a good thing behind the mask..

i should have knew it earlier..

this is call reality, when you noticed that eveyone is being so fucking fake that time, you would realised your sincerity to them is just a shit..fucking smelly shit..and it is totally unworthy to do so..

Since everyone is being so selfish, then why not just treat yourself better?