Self-Examination

Still remember all the day they we went through..
Still remember all the thing we did together..
Still appreciate the loves u have given to me..
but i never forget how the tears flows down on my face..

You would never know what i'm thinking...
You might thought i'm doing something silly or maybe childish..
You might think it is doesnt a matter, but for me, it is..
You might angry because of my headiness and immaturity..
but i'm more angry myself because of my stupidity..

I do have my own principles..so do you..
I likes to be secretive and you knew it..
I used to hiden all my feelings..and hope you wont unmask it..
if you've got successfully unmasked it, its offending and you are actually entering my privacy..
so if you knew it, please jus keep it..and act like dont know everything..

Yes, everything happened must have a reason..
if i am the reason, then you would never have the chance to know it..
So please stop asking..
though its unfair to you, but nothing is fair in reality..

I still remember someone hav told me that i will be facing a lunacy problem in the future..
I was laughing badly when i heard it..i thought its kind of stupid and unreal..
but day by day passes,
I started to believes in it...
because i loves to keep all the things in my mind..
I will get crazy once its filled..

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