a speech from heart

sometimes, its really hard for people to express out their feelings, for me, i would rather hide all my feelings..i guess most of u guys too..

i was kinda emo recently, i was wondering why i got so much to think, when i was a child, i had nothing, i enjoyed every little single thing, i wanted to stick with my parents all the time, i hugged them while i asleep, i needed their warm when i cant fall asleep, i remembered each time i was waken from a nightmare, i knocked my parent's room, cried infront of them n sleep with them. they will always lended their hand to me while i needed help!

but now, i m an adult! i need to face every problem by my own,i'm trying to settle every problem by my own and a single thing could not completely satisfy me. parents are getting older, and we are hanging out with frens more often, dont wan to stay home? coz we started feel they are nagging for too much! we wants our partner's warm more than our parents. still remember when is the last time u hug ur parents? did u scold them when they were walking too slow? or left them behind? but they never leave u behind when u were a child, they even patiently teach u to how to walk...

u might laughing at me, coz i wrote this kind of shit, wht i wanted to say, is that no matter how tough u think ur life is, there is always a life jacket for u, that is ur parents, no matter how suffer u r working at outside, or living alone.. ur home will still ur warmed-place..

thinking how much patience your parents had paid on u, thn u shud pay how much patience on those thing that u feel yourself have been offended! i was trying hard to control my emotion, even now, something really makes me feel unhappy, but i think it is alright, i dun wan to make thing worse, if things can not be avoided, then i will choose to avoid that thing...
jus to be patient always~

i live for myself, but not others, someday u might get influence by others, but one thing u hv to bear in mind that if u think tht is the right thing , thn jus go for it! whtever others say, its they kind of business! bcoz its ur life! what life u r pursue for and u will deserve it!